Monday, December 19, 2011
Fourth Sunday of Advent
Have you ever had the distinct feeling that the Mass readings and homily are directed at you personally? I felt that way this past Sunday.
The Gospel was the story of the Annunciation. Mary was not expecting to become the Mother of God but said, "Let it be done to me according to Your Word." I know I need God's help sometimes to say "yes" to His plan for my life. Even many months after my life several unexpected turns, I still have trouble following Mary's example.
At my church, the homily and prayers of intercession focused on trusting God when we are afraid. I am sure Mary felt afraid of being unmarried and pregnant, traveling to Bethlehem so close to Jesus' expected birth, and then not being able to find a place for the night except for a stable. I feel afraid that I will not have enough strength to do what I need to do in so many areas of my life.
I believe God sends us people, resources, and inspirations if we ask Him for help. Yesterday's Mass, several random inspirational thoughts, a few books and Christian internet sites, and some local resources being offered this week in my town have given me renewed trust in God's loving arms, holding me, as I try to do His will.