If You Give a Child a Stone by Andrea Nease
If You Give a Child a Stone by Andrea Nease
This past Thursday’s Gospel reading
from Luke is one I’ve been familiar with for several years. It has stood out to
me because it references cosleeping, which has been a part of our family’s lifestyle
since it is one of the seven standards of ecological breastfeeding. In Luke
11:5-13 we read:
“And he said to them: Which of you shall have a friend, and shall go to him at midnight, and shall say to him: Friend, lend me three loaves, Because a friend of mine is come off his journey to me, and I have not what to set before him. And he from within should answer, and say: Trouble me not, the door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed; I cannot rise and give thee. Yet if he shall continue knocking, I say to you, although he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend; yet, because of his importunity, he will rise, and give him as many as he needeth. And I say to you, Ask, and it shall be given you: seek, and you shall find: knock, and it shall be opened to you. For every one that asketh, receiveth; and he that seeketh, findeth; and to him that knocketh, it shall be opened. And which of you, if he ask his father bread, will he give him a stone? or a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent? Or if he shall ask an egg, will he reach him a scorpion? If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father from heaven give the good Spirit to them that ask him?”
When I read this again on Thursday, it
was not the cosleeping part that made an impression. I focused on the part
about parents giving good gifts to their children and not giving them stones
when they ask for bread. I see how it applies to my own life and our culture as
a whole. Here, it laid out so matter-of-factly that a parent would, of course,
give their child a good gift and not a substitute. Are we really listening to
what our children are requesting? I don’t know about you, but I’ve been guilty
of giving my children “stones” at times.
How many mothers and fathers do this
with their babies who ask for their mother’s milk? When their child wants to
nurse, rather than nursing the child and giving him what he asks for, we give
him a “stone”. It could be a bottle, a pacifier, a toy, a security object, utilizing
a piece of baby furniture like a swing or play yard, taking them on a car ride,
singing them a song and rocking them, passing them off to another person or
feeding them solid food. There are numerous “stones” we could give. We often go
to great lengths to avoid what is
natural and what our baby legitimately asks for and has a right to. We try to
distract them from what they really want and need. As Alanis Morrissette says
in her song Ironic: “It’s like 10,000
spoons when all you need is a knife.” How incredibly frustrating for the person
who just wants a knife and keeps getting spoons again and again.
I’m also reminded of Matthew 25:35 & 40 that say:
“For I was hungry, and you gave me to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave me to drink; I was a stranger, and you took me in,”
“And the king answering, shall say to them: Amen I say to you, as long as you did it to one of these my least brethren, you did it to me.”
I’m also reminded of Matthew 25:35 & 40 that say:
“For I was hungry, and you gave me to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave me to drink; I was a stranger, and you took me in,”
“And the king answering, shall say to them: Amen I say to you, as long as you did it to one of these my least brethren, you did it to me.”
If only I truly saw a hungry Jesus
every time my toddler asked me to nurse for the 10th time in an hour or when my
baby wakes me again at 3am.
I haven’t met a nursing mother yet who
couldn’t use this simple reminder. Even the most loving, devoted nursing mother
has her moments where she has just had enough and gives in to her own desires
instead of graciously serving. Mary would be the only exception I could think
of. Proverbs reminds us that even the just man falls seven times a day. Just
two weeks ago, I had to take a hard look at myself and realize I have been
giving in to temptation to avoid nursing my three-year-old daughter. It made me
chuckle when I read about the man rising from bed because of the knocking
friend’s persistence. A toddler who wants to nurse is definitely persistent! I could
dream up several excuses to try and get out nursing, but none of them are just.
So, I’ve been consciously forcing myself to nurse her “like a newborn” again-
without protest, with my full undivided attention. I soon saw her become more
affectionate with me in return and her behavior improve within a day or two.
I’m thankful for God revealing my
failure and rebuking me, and also for His mercy for when I have failed. He is
very patient with me. Nursing is one of the most difficult things I have done,
and I know I’m not alone. Not only is it often a physical battle for many, but also
cultural and internal as well. Why does God lay such a heavy cross on a new
mother’s shoulders? I think it is because we need this difficult struggle to
grow in holiness and to build our “resumé” for the rest of our mothering career.
Parenting never ends. Needs change, but there will always be crosses to bear.
We can draw on the strength we gained early on to get us through other
difficult times. But, we must have fortitude and persevere through the difficulties
to fully benefit. When we do, we also grow in faith and trust in God. In prayer
we must learn not only to petition God, but to have silence and listen to Him
speak to us. It is the same with mothering where we must learn to listen to our
children so we can know their needs rather than guessing or dictating and
inadvertently handing them a “stone.”
Thank you, this is wonderful
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